May 3, 2014

They inspire me, a lot.






Hello Bloggers!
Had nothing to do in this S night (sadnight? or satuday night? whatevs;p) so I'm going to share my fav hijabers yeay they inspire me a lot.
How come?
People thought that being hijabers or wearing hijab on your head looks weird, or they thought you are outmoded, but they show us being hijabers doesn't mean you're not avail to looks fabulous, being hijabers doesn't mean you couldn't mixing your outfit, you still can be fashionable! So, here is my 2  fav hijabers

1. Indah Nada Puspita
Who doesn't know the beautiful tone flower? (re: Indah Nada Puspita :p)
She still 20, going to 21 this June and she just....ah I can't explain how much I adore her.
I knew her from my boyf (I guess I don't need to share it all). In short, I'm in love with her, she can looks like anything. Don't you believe it? And for more reasons why do I adore her are, she is not just pretty but also kind, smart, aaakkk she's gorg! She replied comments when she had a time. "Fashion in Headscarved" is really nice! Follow her on instagram instagram.com/indahnadapuspita and visit her blog indahnadapuspita.blogspot.com This is show how time change, Love you max kak nadaaaa!




































2. Qonitah al-Jundiah
She is a fashion stylish on hijabella magz. I love her because she loves wearing pencil pants and skirt, I don't know we just have same interest! I love wearing "preppy look outfit" because Blair Waldorf looks cute when she wore it, but stocking is too tight, and thin...So thankyou kak thaaa for giving me ideas to wear pencil pants.And she play with many pattern but never looks "too much", she's soooo cute, really cute. She still 22! Same with kak nada, kak thata is one of kind-hearted person. She replied comments when she had a time. "Velvet of Fortune" gives me much ideas, follow her on instagram instagram.com/thataljundiah and visit her blog thataljundiah.blogspot.com this is some of her style. I like it much!





























So, I just wanna to share that. I really wanted to meet them, taking a #selfie and #ootd photos with them, and share many things with them because they are open-minded person. I love them! I love you kak nada, and I love you kak thata:3

xoxo,

AZS

Giving up reasons

I thought we were meant to be together.
I thought this story would be my fav.
I thought this is the right time for having someone who really wanted to be with me.
I thought you were mine, truly mine.
I thought we could make our own romantic story.
But I guess, I was wrong.

How could?
How could time separated us?
You make me feels like I'm the one you wanted to be with.
I realize...

You're always giving me many excuses.
You never cared. You never fought for me.
You never show me how much you really wanted to be with me.
You're living in your own world, without me.
You said you needed a little time to change.
I have been giving you many chances, but..what? You still in your ego.

Been 5months holding on for nothing?
Yes, I'm exhausted. I really am.
I fight for you, I did hard. And for a long time.
I have tried my best to you.
I have been fixing my mistakes.
I have been tryin to make it more beautiful.

How about you?
What did you do for us?
Sorry. I just can't holding on for more.
No reasons to live, no reasons to stay, no more.
I have to leave, you are not happy being with me:")

Apr 16, 2014

all that i have to do

"it has done, it has done"
that voice keep running in my head
"no, it's not"
another voice comes

you gotta through this.
you gotta handle this.
you gotta go.
you gotta leave.
you gotta burn it into dust.
you gotta tear it into pieces.

Apr 14, 2014

An everlasting puppy (high-school) love

I'm sure that all of you have a puppy love.
We're too young to talk about love, too young to talk abot "forever"

High school life, which is having too much drama and unimportant sucks things.
But, people says that your high school life is the most beautiful thing in your life. Real life is going to begin.
Do you ever having crush at your school? With your classmates, or perhaps your senior, or....your junior?
It doesn't matter! Love isn't about the age^^
Well, I'm going to tell you something... I don't even care if you want to know or not hm I'm just going to tell this. Don't disturb..........this is the way to show how much I miss him....

Been six months in that school, I'd never thought that I would meet (((someone))). I don't even have to explain, but if they ask me "do you believe in (love at the first sight)?" I'll answer that yessss! I believe that. Indeed. Why? Because that kind of situation is happen to me (at that time)
And if you ask me "Is he yours?" the answer is..........yes, he was. He filled my emptyness. Uh-oh enough enough before I tell it too much, I have to control this sucks feeling.
Don't ask me anything else please.....and that day, and now, we already separated by hidden distance.

Alright alright, sorry for telling. Am just want to say that.......he's gorg! Why? Because hm....He could make all those random story of us keep running in my head. However. This is the time to say goodbye. Life is going to begin again. Wish you live a happy life! Thankyou for being my unicorn rider, see you in another world with another time and another place... Take care yourself there:)))


sincerly,
the one who always keep you in her mind...

AZS

Zettai ni shiawase ni suru kara! 4

 Minoru

Aku tidak sengaja menemukan buku itu, ya buku Reiko yang awalnya ku kira sangat tidak berarti dan hendak ku kembalikan padanya, namun ternyata buku itu termasuk hal penting bagiku (atau mungkin bagi Reiko juga sangat penting). Tahukah apa isi dari buku itu? '15 to do list with boyfriend' ala Reiko-chan, ya myReiko. Ouch. Sepertinya aku sudah mulai kehilangan akal sehat, inikah rasanya jatuh cinta? Menganggap semua yang menahanmu di dunia ini bukanlah gravitasi? Ah, sudahlah..Biarkan aku menikmati 15 harapan konyol milik perempuan tercantik di dunia ini (aku masih waras kok, aku hanya sedang jatuh cinta hehehe) hm, mengapa Reiko memiliki impian konyol seperti ini ya? Tapi, 15 hal konyol (ya, buatku konyol. Asal kalian tahu saja sebenarnya aku bukan laki-laki romantis, aku sebenarnya belum pernah berpacaran bahkan sampai sebesar ini) ya, 15 hal konyol itu sangat gampang untuk dilakukan. Wah..Reiko merupakan perempuan yang sebenarnya gampang dilakukan, dan nampaknya dia sangat sensitif terhadap lingkungan sekitar. Apa sih zodiaknya? Ah...aku akan mencari tahu segala detail tentang dirinya!

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Reiko

15 beautiful things
Hai! Aku Reiko! Bagiku, hidup telah dimulai. Dari kecil aku selalu bercita-cita memiliki masa remaja indah dengan berbagai hal menyenangkan. Namun, seperti perempuan pada umumnya, aku ingin melakukan beberapa hal menyenangkan itu bersama laki-laki yang aku suka hihi. Nampaknya aku telalu centil ya? Ah biarlah...Aku sudah 17!
1. Makan malam romantis di balkon, beratapkan langit penuh bintang dan ada bunga, yap aku adalah pencinta bunga dan itu menyebabkan aku selalu menanti musim semi kala semua bunga bermekaran, dan aku selalu menyukai malam berbintang karena aku bisa merasakan ketenangan
2. Aku mau ke disneyland&museum doraemon. Pokoknya aku mau jalan-jalan keliling tokyo. Aku mau ke skytree, aku mau ke tokyo tower. Hei! Kalau kalian menganggapku norak atau apalah itu, jangan salah ya. Bukannya aku tidak pernah ke tempat itu, kalau ke disneyland sih sewaktu sd pun aku pernah namun yang ku maksud disini adalah kencan hihi bersama laki-laki yang aku suka, kencan sehari penuh keliling tokyo aw! Akan sangat menyenangkan (oke, ini sih tidak cukup hanya sehari. Pokoknya aku mau kencan keliling tokyo)
3. Mungkin ini konyol kedengarannya, namun aku adalah salah satu orang yang sangat suka di foto dan bisa dibilang jika nanti aku jadi model mungkin aku akan menjadi model terbaik di jepang, namun kalau untuk memfoto sebuah objek atau bahkan benda mati sih.....aku sangat tidak ahli. Ya, sebagaimana hobiku itu aku sangat ingin berfoto bersama setiap kali kencan dengan laki-laki yang membuat kupu-kupu di dalam perutku selalu ingin terbang ke luar saat aku berada di dekatnya (wah kira-kira laki-laki itu siapa ya?) bukan hanya ingin berfoto. aku pun ingin membuat banyak video lucu dan romantis tentunya dalam setiap kencan kita, agar sewaktu-waktu kalau
 aku merindukannya aku hanya tinggal melihat rekaman dari momen-momen indah kita.
4. Mengunjungi tempat yang belum pernah ku kunjungi. Entah Eropa, Asia, atau bahkan Australia. Pokoknya kita harus travelling bareng (jangan lupa foto&buat video hihi)
5. Bermain salju! Oke, aku sangat sering melakukan ini sejak aku kecil namuun, hei! Ini dilakukan dengan laki-laki yang berarti bagimu. Pasti seru kan? Kita akan bermain ice skating, membuat boneka salju, perang salju, dan setelah berdingin-dingin ria ditemani setumpuk salju kita akan membuat coklat panas dan meminumnya bersama sambil mendengarkan instrumen-instrumen piano kesukaanku (ah!romantisnyaaaaaaaa)
6. Berhubung aku sangat suka dengan berbagai instrumen piano yang akan membuat mataku sembab, aku ingin laki-laki yang selalu membuat jantungku berdetak tak karuan memainkan instrumen piano untukku, kalaupun dia tidak bisa main piano...berusahalah! Kalau kau memang benar-benar serius menyukaiku, kau akan melakukan apa saja kan untukku? Masa belajar piano saja kau tidak mau, huh payah! (dan ku pastikan, aku tidak akan memilih laki-laki payah untuk jadi kekasihku)
7. Mendapat ciuman pertamaku saat musim semi bermekaran, di kelilingi banyak bunga kesukaanku hihi
8. Hei! Aku lupa, sebeleum aku memastikan hal di atas terjadi. Harusnya aku juga menulis laki-laki yang akan membuatku menyukainya. Tidak, jangan salah pikir aku adalah wanita pemilih (ya, wanita sih mesti memilih) laki-laki ganteng, dan tulus serta dapat melindungiku dan membuatku nyaman didekatnya, membuatku selalu baik-baik saja saat bersamanya. Itulah hal yang paling utama, selebihnya sih itu ku anggpa bonus hahah. Oh ya, aku juga ingin pergi ke gunung fuji bersama orang ini, menikmati gunung fuji tercinta.
9. Makan es krim dan coklat bersama, sederhana bukan? Tapi percayalah itu akan menjadi hal indah jika kau lakukan dengan seseorang yang memang berarti untukmu
10. Menonton konser bersama tentunya, dan tentu saja bukan menonton teater AKB48, oh aku sudah sangat bosan dengan itu. Mungkin menonton Taylor Swift atau Maroon5 yeayyy
11. Menonton film, ya..cukup dilakukan di rumah, ya ya aku tahu tiket disini lumayan mahal huh. Dan tentu saja menonton film kesukaanku hm seperti a walk to remember, atau apapun yang aku suka
12.Datang ke setiap festival bersama, semua festival, terutama festival-festival di musim semi!
13. Membawaku ke suatu tempat tinggi dan membuatku bisa melihat bintang...ah itu sangat indah!
14. Menari bersama dibawah hujan (oke, aku memang tidak pandai menari...maksudku kita bersenang-senang dibawah hujan, bermain bersama hujan) indah bukan?
15.Terakhir............aku hanya ingin duduk bersama di balkon, melihat bintang dan menikmati angin malam, dan saling bercerita satu sama lain, semalaman.

......Adakah yang dapat melakukan itu semua? Kita lihat saja:)

AZS

Mar 27, 2014

Worst thing ever

The worst thing ever is when you miss someone to a point where you can't breathe and you can feel your heart beating through your chest and your eyes are never focused because your mind is wondering about what he's doing right now and if he ate already and if he's having fun and if he's smiling and being happy and if he misses you too and it's so hard to forget about him because i'ts nightime here and you're left alone with your thoughts but it's the morning there and you wish you could see him next to you smiling in bed as the sun rises to waken you both but you can't cause distance is seperating you from him

and yes, i miss him so much



AZS

Honestly

Miss you so bad

AZS