Like a fool.

I wish I didn’t come.

I wish I didn’t fall.

I wish I could turn back the time.

Maybe, my life would be easier and happier.

Or I wish, I could date president’s son for real lol.

You did nothing.

Someone said,

 “You did nothing.”

When all you ever did were giving your best.

Fading.

 “I am fading away slowly

and you aren’t even noticing.”

Pity.

She has grown so tired to pretend like everything’s fine.

She doesn’t even feel the excitement, while she’s counting down.

She pretend all her life are about fairytale, in fact all her life are nightmares.

She hide it for too long, to protect someone’s pride, and now even sleep doesn’t help.

She feel like the maps already torn and the wings I had already cut off.

She doesn’t know who is she anymore.

She lost, and it’s too late to realize.