Worst thing ever

The worst thing ever is when you miss someone to a point where you can't breathe and you can feel your heart beating through your chest and your eyes are never focused because your mind is wondering about what he's doing right now and if he ate already and if he's having fun and if he's smiling and being happy and if he misses you too and it's so hard to forget about him because i'ts nightime here and you're left alone with your thoughts but it's the morning there and you wish you could see him next to you smiling in bed as the sun rises to waken you both but you can't cause distance is seperating you from him

and yes, i miss him so much

AZS