Don't wanna stop.
xx,
-Syanindita
-Syanindita
Apr 4, 2018
Apr 3, 2018
Little short story
"When will I see you again?"
That was my first thought when I left without every single word.
"When will I hear your voice again?"
That was my first thought when I regret why am I didn't ask many things, so you could explain more and I could hear your voice, longer.
"When will we start talking again?"
That was my first thought when I remember things you've said, sadly I didn't have courage to even talk to you because I've been busy taking care of my own heartbeat.
A little moment, not even longer than I expected.
Too late to realize,
"What am I supposed to do to find you?"
My first thought when I regret all the things I was supposed to do before you've gone.
Then, how?
I know there are many possibilities to find you, but I can't expect to find you that easy.
...or
Should I let you to find me? To see how destiny leads us together, just a little bit longer than it was.
Because it's nice to
See your eyes,
Hear your voice,
Feel your excitement,
It's nice to even just standing beside you.
Is this true?
Then, we'll see.
Let's find each other, for share our moment just a little bit longer.
...and we'll figure out, what it was.
xx,
-Syanindita
-Syanindita
Mar 26, 2018
We may never know
There are too many human being and any of them could be
your future lovers, your breaker, your healer and one of them is a person who ask you to spend your whole life with them and you answering without any hesistation.
You will find them as the sun to brighten up your days when you are in your darkest,
You might will find them when you're at your best outfit,
or even when you're at your worst.
You will possibly find them at your favorite gym,
or when you're ordering your usual morning breakfast at the nearest shop,
or even when you're back to your hometown because you're too tired of your job.
We may never know.
They could be someone with black eyes
or light brown
or blue
or even grey-ish.
They could be taller
or shorter.
They could be someone with black hair
or burgundy
or brunette
or even blonde.
We may never know.
They could be someone with book all the time
or someone with phone next to ear
or someone that bring their luggage trying to catch their flight
or someone whom you're going to hit because you're in hurry.
We may never know
They could love sports,
or spend their time to travel
or find a new thing
or simply just live their life.
We may never know
They could be anyone around Leiden
or Istanbul
or Alexandria
or even Bandung
We may never know
We could meet us in the first day after New Year,
or when Rain Season is going to come
or after Spring
or even in the first day of Autumn
We may never know
As soon as you realize they are someone that you're looking for,
you would question "How could I met them in this kind of time?"
"Where have you been all this time?"
"How could you suddenly find me?"
"Why don't we meet sooner?"
And the answers are always be;
"We may never know"
Hold on,
They would come sooner or later,
as your healer or even the one you're trying to heal
without many questions you'll just know
finally they find you
as fate you didn't ask for.
Because,
We may never know.
your future lovers, your breaker, your healer and one of them is a person who ask you to spend your whole life with them and you answering without any hesistation.
You will find them as the sun to brighten up your days when you are in your darkest,
You might will find them when you're at your best outfit,
or even when you're at your worst.
You will possibly find them at your favorite gym,
or when you're ordering your usual morning breakfast at the nearest shop,
or even when you're back to your hometown because you're too tired of your job.
We may never know.
They could be someone with black eyes
or light brown
or blue
or even grey-ish.
They could be taller
or shorter.
They could be someone with black hair
or burgundy
or brunette
or even blonde.
We may never know.
They could be someone with book all the time
or someone with phone next to ear
or someone that bring their luggage trying to catch their flight
or someone whom you're going to hit because you're in hurry.
We may never know
They could love sports,
or spend their time to travel
or find a new thing
or simply just live their life.
We may never know
They could be anyone around Leiden
or Istanbul
or Alexandria
or even Bandung
We may never know
We could meet us in the first day after New Year,
or when Rain Season is going to come
or after Spring
or even in the first day of Autumn
We may never know
As soon as you realize they are someone that you're looking for,
you would question "How could I met them in this kind of time?"
"Where have you been all this time?"
"How could you suddenly find me?"
"Why don't we meet sooner?"
And the answers are always be;
"We may never know"
Hold on,
They would come sooner or later,
as your healer or even the one you're trying to heal
without many questions you'll just know
finally they find you
as fate you didn't ask for.
Because,
We may never know.
xx,
-Syanindita
-Syanindita
inspired by ou as-tu été toute ma vie, phosphenous.
Mar 25, 2018
Review Skincare untuk Kulit Berjerawat (Sparkling Chix)
Halo!
Post kali ini aku mau bahas tentang skincare huehe, banyak sekali DM Instagram yang masuk buat tanya-tanya skincare.
Aku lagi pakai skincare dari Sparkling Chix nah aku punya 4 produknya, yuk bahas satu-satu!
1. Snail Gluta Shop
Pertama ada sabunnya juga nih untuk wajah, aku juga sempet kepikiran sih mungkin jerawat merah-merah kemarin karena wajahku lagi oily banget akhir-akhir ini. Sabun ini bantu banget kontrol oil di wajahku. Sabunnya sama sekali ga buat kering wajah, tetap glowing juga dan sabunnya juga bantu jerawatku mengecil sih. Sabun ini juga ga buat kulitku jadi ngelupas karena kering gitu walaupun oil control tetap kok buat kulitku lembab, top!
2. Acne Clear Serum
Nah serum ini bantuu banget hilangin jerawat sekitar 3-7 hari setelah pemakaian. Jadi waktu itu jerawat merahku udah cukup lama ga hilang-hilang, setelah hari ke-4 pelan-pelan dia kempes sendiri terus mengecil dan hilang deh sekitar hari ke-10.
Hilangnya tuh hilang yang mengecil dulu, ga langsung hilang dan ga berbekas juga (karena memang belum sempat keluar sih huehehe). Tapi serum ini juga ngebantu aku banget buat menyamarkan bercak hitam bekas jerawat (tanganku gatel suka mencetin jerawat wkwk).
3. Silky Face Gel
Jerawatku akhirnya udah mulai hilang kan, sebagian ada yang kempes dan ga jadi keluar, sebagian ada yang kering terus hilang. Nah yang kering iniii tanganku suka gatel gemes gitu mau pecahin, jadinya berbekas dark spot gitu kan. Aku coba pakai serum ini, dan lama-lama cukup tersamarkan dark spot nya, pori-poriku juga yang tadinya kebuka (karena aku pencet-pencet jerawatnya) jadi mengecil deh pori-porinya! Efeknya ga langsung sih memang, butuh waktu, sabar dan konsisten tapi ya pakainya! Silky Face Gel ini juga cukup meratakan warna kulitku sih jadi terlihat lebih cerah huehehe.
4. White Booster Sleeping Mask
Sleeping Mask ini walaupun baru pemakaian sekali, efeknya langsung terlihat! Kalau produk yang ini sebenarnya bukan paket jerawat, karena fungsinya memang untuk mencerahkan dan mengencangkan kulit. Kalian bisa order disini, ga perlu setiap hari pakai kok. Seminggu 1-2x aja cukuo sih menurutku hehe.
Cara Pemakaiannya gimana tuh?
Pertama bersihkan dulu wajahnya terus cuci dengan Snail Gluta Soap, setelah itu kalian pakai Acne Clear Serum sampai jerawat kalian hilang. Lanjut deh kalian boleh pakai Silky Face Gel kalau memang jerawatnya sudah hilang yah! (jangan dicampur-campur dulu, biar terlihat juga efek dari Acne Clear Serumnya). Kalau nanti wajahnya udah bebas jerawat bisa pakai White Booster Sleeping Mask sebelum tidur dan paginya dicuci dengan Snail Gluta Soap (Sleeping Mask ini optional yaah! Fungsinya kan bukan menghilangkan jerawat, kalo kalian mau fokus sama jerawat dulu ga harus pakai sleeping mask ini, tapi kalau mau wajahnya lebih cerah boleh dicoba! hehe)
Well, segitu dulu yaah tentang skincare aku untuk kulit berjerawat!
Untuk harga atau mau tau produk lain, bisa langsung ke webnya Sparkling Chix yaa disini.
See you in another post.
Post kali ini aku mau bahas tentang skincare huehe, banyak sekali DM Instagram yang masuk buat tanya-tanya skincare.
Aku lagi pakai skincare dari Sparkling Chix nah aku punya 4 produknya, yuk bahas satu-satu!
Nah aku pakai paket wajah bebas jerawat, karena kemarin ini wajahku sempat muncul jerawat merah-merah gitu di pipi (fyi, kulitku jarang jerawatan merah-merah) jadi aku cukup bingung entah emang hormonnya lagi kacau, banyak pikiran, kurang tidur, atau emang lagi ga bersih aja wajahnya.
Paket Wajah Bebas Jerawat Tanpa Bekas ini bisa langsung kalian order nih yaa disini
Pertama ada sabunnya juga nih untuk wajah, aku juga sempet kepikiran sih mungkin jerawat merah-merah kemarin karena wajahku lagi oily banget akhir-akhir ini. Sabun ini bantu banget kontrol oil di wajahku. Sabunnya sama sekali ga buat kering wajah, tetap glowing juga dan sabunnya juga bantu jerawatku mengecil sih. Sabun ini juga ga buat kulitku jadi ngelupas karena kering gitu walaupun oil control tetap kok buat kulitku lembab, top!
Nah serum ini bantuu banget hilangin jerawat sekitar 3-7 hari setelah pemakaian. Jadi waktu itu jerawat merahku udah cukup lama ga hilang-hilang, setelah hari ke-4 pelan-pelan dia kempes sendiri terus mengecil dan hilang deh sekitar hari ke-10.
Hilangnya tuh hilang yang mengecil dulu, ga langsung hilang dan ga berbekas juga (karena memang belum sempat keluar sih huehehe). Tapi serum ini juga ngebantu aku banget buat menyamarkan bercak hitam bekas jerawat (tanganku gatel suka mencetin jerawat wkwk).
Jerawatku akhirnya udah mulai hilang kan, sebagian ada yang kempes dan ga jadi keluar, sebagian ada yang kering terus hilang. Nah yang kering iniii tanganku suka gatel gemes gitu mau pecahin, jadinya berbekas dark spot gitu kan. Aku coba pakai serum ini, dan lama-lama cukup tersamarkan dark spot nya, pori-poriku juga yang tadinya kebuka (karena aku pencet-pencet jerawatnya) jadi mengecil deh pori-porinya! Efeknya ga langsung sih memang, butuh waktu, sabar dan konsisten tapi ya pakainya! Silky Face Gel ini juga cukup meratakan warna kulitku sih jadi terlihat lebih cerah huehehe.
4. White Booster Sleeping Mask
Sleeping Mask ini walaupun baru pemakaian sekali, efeknya langsung terlihat! Kalau produk yang ini sebenarnya bukan paket jerawat, karena fungsinya memang untuk mencerahkan dan mengencangkan kulit. Kalian bisa order disini, ga perlu setiap hari pakai kok. Seminggu 1-2x aja cukuo sih menurutku hehe.
Cara Pemakaiannya gimana tuh?
Pertama bersihkan dulu wajahnya terus cuci dengan Snail Gluta Soap, setelah itu kalian pakai Acne Clear Serum sampai jerawat kalian hilang. Lanjut deh kalian boleh pakai Silky Face Gel kalau memang jerawatnya sudah hilang yah! (jangan dicampur-campur dulu, biar terlihat juga efek dari Acne Clear Serumnya). Kalau nanti wajahnya udah bebas jerawat bisa pakai White Booster Sleeping Mask sebelum tidur dan paginya dicuci dengan Snail Gluta Soap (Sleeping Mask ini optional yaah! Fungsinya kan bukan menghilangkan jerawat, kalo kalian mau fokus sama jerawat dulu ga harus pakai sleeping mask ini, tapi kalau mau wajahnya lebih cerah boleh dicoba! hehe)
Well, segitu dulu yaah tentang skincare aku untuk kulit berjerawat!
Untuk harga atau mau tau produk lain, bisa langsung ke webnya Sparkling Chix yaa disini.
See you in another post.
Xoxo,
Syanin.
Nov 8, 2017
Review & Swatches Korean Liptint Products
Jadi, kemarin ini aku swatches beberapa liptint yang aku punya dan sekarang aku mau bahas di blog ini ya! Semoga bisa jadi referensi kalian yang mau pakai liptint huehe :D
Ini swatchesnya di tangan aku yaaa (tanpa flash)
Nah ini ada nama-namanya
(well ini cuma yang aku punya)
Ini kalau kena flash kamera ya jadi gini warnanya
Well, langsung aja ya kita bahas!
1. Tony Moly Delight Tony Tint
Liptint Delight Tony Tint ini udah ga keluar lagi di Tony Moly Store
tapi masih banyak banget di online shop yang jual. Well, liptint ini ada 3
warna yaitu merah (01), pink (02), dan orange (03). Cukup sekali oles aja
warnanya udah keluar hehe. Untuk warna sih emang bagus menurutku tapiiii
teksturnya sangat kering dan kalau kalian makan atau minum liptint ini gampang
hilang._. Jadi kalian harus retouch. Selain itu, liptintnya suka ketinggalan di
gigi lol harus langsung di taptap pakai tissue. Kalau untuk packagingnya
standard liptint biasa gitu langsing dan simple sih, aplikatornya menurutku
lebih bagus daripada liptint lain. Untuk range harga sekitar 40-100 ribu rupiah
tergantung kamu beli di onlineshop mana huehehe. Aku punya 2 warna yaitu merah
(01) dan pink (02) perbedaannya ga terlalu jauh, warna pinknya sedikit
kemerahan.
2. Etude Dear Darling Water Tint
Liptint ini sesuai namanya air banget hehe dan sangat mudah untuk hilang
lol jadi kalian harus lebih rajin lagi retouchnya. Tapi tenang, kalau kalian
suka yang natural-natural aja ya liptint ini pas banget untuk kalian karena dia
akan ngeblend di bibir dan menyatu sama bibir kalian well menurutku kalian
malah ga kaya pakai liptint. Liptint ini lebih lembab daripada
Delight Tony Tint. Pilihan warnanya sama aja kaya Delight Tony Tint cuma ada 3.
Packagingnya lucu sih kecil dan berbentuk tabung gitu(?) sayangnya gampang
pecah dan bocor huhu. Sama kaya Delight Tony Tint, saat kalian pakai suka
ketinggalan nih di gigi lol apalagi ini meman watery gitu ya literally water
sooo tiati ya pakainya!. Kalau liptint ini aku hanya punya 1 yang warna orange
(03). Range harganya sekitar 40-100 ribu rupiah juga kok tergantung online
shopnya huehe.
3. Peripera Ink
Merk lainnya ada peripera. Peripera yang aku punya ini warnanya terlalu neon di aku huhu dan teksturnya kering bangeeet! Plus susah hilangnya nih pas banget sih buat kalian yang malas retouch dan gasuka ribet huehe. Menurutku sebaiknya sebelum pakai ini pakai lipbalm dulu yaa dan nanti kalau mau dibersihkan pakai lip remover khusus karena susah nih bersihinnya. Tapi, packagingnya gemes banget dong ada gambar perempuan gitu terus warna botolnya itu artinya sesuai sama warna liptintnya. Botolnya kecil dan tutupnya kaya pipet obat hihi walaupun aplikastornya sama aja sih kaya liptint biasa. Aku cuma punya 1 nomor yang nomor 1 dan terlalu neon pink aku ga pede makenya lol. Range hargan 75-150 ribu rupiah (tapi sekarang edisi ini udah jarang banget karena udah ganti yang peripera ink velvet daaan sekarang pilihan warnanya jadi banyak).
4. Etude Dear Darling Tint
Liptint yang paling banyak dipakai kayanya nih dan mungkin paling ga
asing ya. Aku punya 4 warna yang merah tua (RD302), merah (RD301), orange
kemerahan (OR204) dan my fav one orange pink (OR201) hehehe suka banget sama
teksturnya yang gampaaaang banget untuk di blend, ga terlalu kering, dan cukup
tahan lama. Ini daily liptint aku. Untuk packaging hampir mirip sama Delight
Tony Tint tinggi gitu tapi lebih bagus aja menurutku. Aku rekomendasi sih untuk
liptint ini selain pilihan warna yang banyak dan tekstur yang ga lengket,
liptintnya juga gampang dihapus huehe. Range harganya standar 40-100 ribu
rupiah.
5. Peripera Airy Ink Velvet
Liptint ini juga aku suka! Teksturnya mirip lipcream dong, mirip deh
sama tekstur NYX SMLC. Jadi ga berasa pakai liptint, lembab! Ga terlalu gampang
hilang tapi ga terlalu stay juga sih yaa in between deh. Ini belum terlalu lama
release dan sesuai sama namanya airy lol enak banget pokoknya kalau bibir
kalian kering sebaiknya pakai liptint ini aja. Pilihan warnanya banyak juga
kaya Dear Darling Tint. Packagingnya mirip sama sepupunya peripera ink ituuu
tapi ga ada gambarnya dan tetap kecil kok dengan tutup pipet obat. Aplikatornya
standar lah yaa. Aku juga cuma punya 1 warna dan ketagihan sama liptint ini
gemash! Untuk range harga sekitar 80-200 ribu rupiah.
Hayooo sekarang jadi mau
beli liptint yang mana? Huehe kalau masih ada pertanyaan bisa komen aja yaa di
blog ini atau dm ke instagramku @syaninditananda nanti aku balas!^^
See you!
See you!
xx,
Syanin
Oct 20, 2017
HAPPY 4th BIRTHDAY FANCY VANILLA!
Hi (again),
almost 4 years ago I started to try this page.
I didn't have any idea this page could turn into something that really matters in my life.
As a writer with their books,
As a musician with their songs,
As an actor with their movies,
As me with my fancy vanilla.
Started with an introducing post (First!),
words for puppy love in high school even we made a reply series as a post (if I'm not mistaken) (Untuk kamu, bukan dia.),
tried to be a fashion blogger like this (Lovely Ice Cream) (lol this part was really funny),
wrote mini stories that I've never made the ending :'D that was the time when I was younger, I was escaping my self with books and movies. I remember that time I like Ilana Tan's season love story and that books made me had something with "seasons" especially (Autumn&Spring).
I read 3 of 4. Spring in London, Autumn in Paris, and Winter in Tokyo. I didn't read Summer in Seoul because that time I was really didn't like the things about South Korea (fool me I know, sorry huhu).
Winter in Tokyo made me write those dreams (Zettai ni shiawase ni suru kara) (I even forget what the meaning of those words),
talked about Kdrama (Reply 1988) and Movie (A Walk to Remember). Something that really interested me and had good plots; characters; and places ofcourse,
then I started to write the words, that turned into sentences (If Only) to express my feelings and pour thoughts in my mind
shared makeup and beauty things that actually unimportant since I'm not an expert such as (Blossom Doll Makeup Look)
shared a healthy life idea (Kurangi Nasi) because that time I was really want to have a skinny body lol,
tried my first lipstick swatches yes I tried this one (Review and Swatches Purbasari Matte Lipstick),
told about my lil trip experiences (Bali, 2017.) for the first time,
started to write my instagram's talk (softlens)
and still shared fashion things until now,
I witness many things in life, and this one. My one and only Fancy Vanilla be a part of it.
Thankyou for these past 4 years, I know this page unimportant things for some people but for me, this one is really matters.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANCY VANILLA!
I wish we could pass this life together. So, someday when time flies and year changes I still can enjoy the moments.
Thankyou for being something in my life!
I do really love you, my Fancy Vanilla.
almost 4 years ago I started to try this page.
I didn't have any idea this page could turn into something that really matters in my life.
As a writer with their books,
As a musician with their songs,
As an actor with their movies,
As me with my fancy vanilla.
Started with an introducing post (First!),
words for puppy love in high school even we made a reply series as a post (if I'm not mistaken) (Untuk kamu, bukan dia.),
tried to be a fashion blogger like this (Lovely Ice Cream) (lol this part was really funny),
wrote mini stories that I've never made the ending :'D that was the time when I was younger, I was escaping my self with books and movies. I remember that time I like Ilana Tan's season love story and that books made me had something with "seasons" especially (Autumn&Spring).
I read 3 of 4. Spring in London, Autumn in Paris, and Winter in Tokyo. I didn't read Summer in Seoul because that time I was really didn't like the things about South Korea (fool me I know, sorry huhu).
Winter in Tokyo made me write those dreams (Zettai ni shiawase ni suru kara) (I even forget what the meaning of those words),
talked about Kdrama (Reply 1988) and Movie (A Walk to Remember). Something that really interested me and had good plots; characters; and places ofcourse,
then I started to write the words, that turned into sentences (If Only) to express my feelings and pour thoughts in my mind
shared makeup and beauty things that actually unimportant since I'm not an expert such as (Blossom Doll Makeup Look)
shared a healthy life idea (Kurangi Nasi) because that time I was really want to have a skinny body lol,
tried my first lipstick swatches yes I tried this one (Review and Swatches Purbasari Matte Lipstick),
told about my lil trip experiences (Bali, 2017.) for the first time,
started to write my instagram's talk (softlens)
and still shared fashion things until now,
I witness many things in life, and this one. My one and only Fancy Vanilla be a part of it.
Thankyou for these past 4 years, I know this page unimportant things for some people but for me, this one is really matters.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANCY VANILLA!
I wish we could pass this life together. So, someday when time flies and year changes I still can enjoy the moments.
Thankyou for being something in my life!
I do really love you, my Fancy Vanilla.
xx,
your one and only
AZS.
Oct 16, 2017
Tales of Broken Heart #1
The midnight phone calls
turned into forced conversations;
our photographs now only remind me
of what we used to have,
what we used to be.
It seems that
the harder I tried to keep you close
the further you went away;
the more I loved you
the harder it was for you to stay.
I held your hand,
you held my heart;
how could you be so cruel?
You told me that butterflies have left
and I guess I always knew
because all this time
I was watching you leave with them.
-renaisenancess
turned into forced conversations;
our photographs now only remind me
of what we used to have,
what we used to be.
It seems that
the harder I tried to keep you close
the further you went away;
the more I loved you
the harder it was for you to stay.
I held your hand,
you held my heart;
how could you be so cruel?
You told me that butterflies have left
and I guess I always knew
because all this time
I was watching you leave with them.
-renaisenancess
xx,
your lost universe.
Because sometimes, just sometimes,
loving someone means letting them go.
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