We may never know

There are too many human being and any of them could be
your future lovers, your breaker, your healer and one of them is a person who ask you to spend your whole life with them and you answering without any hesistation.

You will find them as the sun to brighten up your days when you are in your darkest,
You might will find them when you're at your best outfit,
or even when you're at your worst.
You will possibly find them at your favorite gym,
or when you're ordering your usual morning breakfast at the nearest shop,
or even when you're back to your hometown because you're too tired of your job.

We may never know.

They could be someone with black eyes
or light brown
or blue
or even grey-ish.

They could be taller
or shorter.

They could be someone with black hair
or burgundy
or brunette
or even blonde.

We may never know.

They could be someone with book all the time
or someone with phone next to ear
or someone that bring their luggage trying to catch their flight
or someone whom you're going to hit because you're in hurry.

We may never know

They could love sports,
or spend their time to travel
or find a new thing
or simply just live their life.

We may never know

They could be anyone around Leiden
or Istanbul
or Alexandria
or even Bandung

We may never know

We could meet us in the first day after New Year,
or when Rain Season is going to come
or after Spring
or even in the first day of Autumn

We may never know

As soon as you realize they are someone that you're looking for,
you would question "How could I met them in this kind of time?"
"Where have you been all this time?"
"How could you suddenly find me?"
"Why don't we meet sooner?"

And the answers are always be;
"We may never know"

Hold on,
They would come sooner or later,
as your healer or even the one you're trying to heal
without many questions you'll just know
finally they find you
as fate you didn't ask for.

Because,
We may never know.

xx,

-Syanindita

inspired by ou as-tu été toute ma vie, phosphenous.