That I wouldn't notice
You were acting so strange
I'm not that dumb
And in the end I hope she was worth it
I don't care if you loved me, you make me numb
AZS
Nov 28, 2014
You Ruin Me
I know you thought
That I wouldn't notice
You were acting so strange
I'm not that dumb
And in the end I hope she was worth it
I don't care if you loved me, you make me numb
That I wouldn't notice
You were acting so strange
I'm not that dumb
And in the end I hope she was worth it
I don't care if you loved me, you make me numb
Nov 22, 2014
Blessed.
Been busy lately, well..
Hi!
Wherever you are, whatever you do, if you're read this, if now you're read my post, take a time to remember how blessed you are.
Take a little time and say "thanks" to God for giving you life, include ups and downs, problems, loves, and even an oxygen.
I have no idea what I'm going to write because I don't feel "something" which can make me write sweet words or just simple words, I don't wanna talk about love.
I just realize that God already made a plan for us. Every decisions we made, God already set all of the result. And what we take, that's all the best for us. Because I'm sure that God will never give us something bad, God knows what the best for us, God knows what we really need, not what really want.
Everytime I pray, I beg to God for give me the best way to my life, I put it on him and I will try to accept anything what he already set to my life.
I've prayed and I begged to him to show me the truth, whom better to handle this pain, and he answered it with implicit ways. But sometimes, I don't realize it, I don't remember him, or even I just focus on my "earthly-life", God loves me much, and I'm sure everything that already happened in my life or even everything that I don't really know it would be happen or not God already set it. God has a bigger plans than I had for my self.
Hi!
Wherever you are, whatever you do, if you're read this, if now you're read my post, take a time to remember how blessed you are.
Take a little time and say "thanks" to God for giving you life, include ups and downs, problems, loves, and even an oxygen.
I have no idea what I'm going to write because I don't feel "something" which can make me write sweet words or just simple words, I don't wanna talk about love.
I just realize that God already made a plan for us. Every decisions we made, God already set all of the result. And what we take, that's all the best for us. Because I'm sure that God will never give us something bad, God knows what the best for us, God knows what we really need, not what really want.
Everytime I pray, I beg to God for give me the best way to my life, I put it on him and I will try to accept anything what he already set to my life.
I've prayed and I begged to him to show me the truth, whom better to handle this pain, and he answered it with implicit ways. But sometimes, I don't realize it, I don't remember him, or even I just focus on my "earthly-life", God loves me much, and I'm sure everything that already happened in my life or even everything that I don't really know it would be happen or not God already set it. God has a bigger plans than I had for my self.
AZS
Nov 9, 2014
Nov 1, 2014
From Where I Stand Ideas
November?
Time goes too fast, my blog already through a random year.
I already posted this on instagram, the things that I do when I have nothing to do.
From Where I Stand Ideas! Many people like to post this kind of photo, what shoes they wear and even they show (a half of) their outfit
First, my fav culottes with gods and goddeses greek pattern and platform sandals. You can pair it with your fav lain colored t-shirt, but wait this is kind of "From Where I Stand" photo, then you don't need to think much about your top;p
Second, I played with dark colors, I was wearing my blacky boots with my dark-purple pencil pants and I paired it with pattern skirt (actually it was a mini dress but I combined it with my blacky-glittery sweater).
And I captured it, a half of my outfit. You don't need to see my face, though...lol
I love this kind of "From Where I Stand" photo cause it cool I think;p
And the last one, Red&Creamy combined. I was wearing my red sneakers and actually I paired it with my creamy long skirt and a super cute t-shirt! I love it. Then I tied my baseball sweater into my waist. I realize it was a cute picture cause the colors are match uuuuu! I love it much.
Well someone comes to my home uch I hate this much. Hope it will inspire you!! xx
Time goes too fast, my blog already through a random year.
I already posted this on instagram, the things that I do when I have nothing to do.
From Where I Stand Ideas! Many people like to post this kind of photo, what shoes they wear and even they show (a half of) their outfit
First, my fav culottes with gods and goddeses greek pattern and platform sandals. You can pair it with your fav lain colored t-shirt, but wait this is kind of "From Where I Stand" photo, then you don't need to think much about your top;p
Second, I played with dark colors, I was wearing my blacky boots with my dark-purple pencil pants and I paired it with pattern skirt (actually it was a mini dress but I combined it with my blacky-glittery sweater).
And I captured it, a half of my outfit. You don't need to see my face, though...lol
I love this kind of "From Where I Stand" photo cause it cool I think;p
And the last one, Red&Creamy combined. I was wearing my red sneakers and actually I paired it with my creamy long skirt and a super cute t-shirt! I love it. Then I tied my baseball sweater into my waist. I realize it was a cute picture cause the colors are match uuuuu! I love it much.
AZS
Oct 18, 2014
Prove me wrong
I have no idea how boys can easily say that he like a girl when he just only met her once or perhaps twice.
They just knew each other, started talking about each other's life, wondering what she or he had been going through. And boom! He just said it. Said that he likes her and wants to be her bf. Uh-oh.
Boys, girls are need more time to know you better, to see your efforts for her, to believe in you, to know that you won't caused the pain, to think about what will happened, to prepare herself for the worst, and many more.
Perhaps you don't know what she had been going through, how much the pain that she kept inside the hole of her heart, you don't know that someone has just left the pain inside her hole heart, she can't believe in someone easily, she can't let other people come to her and stay for a while and after that, those people just walked away from her.
She can't easily fall in love with others, you have to prove those words. She needs an action, not only the words. Stay if you think you can treat her like a queen, if you think that you can make her happy, if you think that she's the only one for you, because she deserve much better. Yes, she does. Prove it for her.
They just knew each other, started talking about each other's life, wondering what she or he had been going through. And boom! He just said it. Said that he likes her and wants to be her bf. Uh-oh.
Boys, girls are need more time to know you better, to see your efforts for her, to believe in you, to know that you won't caused the pain, to think about what will happened, to prepare herself for the worst, and many more.
Perhaps you don't know what she had been going through, how much the pain that she kept inside the hole of her heart, you don't know that someone has just left the pain inside her hole heart, she can't believe in someone easily, she can't let other people come to her and stay for a while and after that, those people just walked away from her.
She can't easily fall in love with others, you have to prove those words. She needs an action, not only the words. Stay if you think you can treat her like a queen, if you think that you can make her happy, if you think that she's the only one for you, because she deserve much better. Yes, she does. Prove it for her.
AZS
Oct 12, 2014
Little Reminder
You can never be just come to someone's life and go away.
When he comes to you and say all the things on his mind, say how much he needs you, how much he loves you, and you feel like you're the one.
You trust him, and you choose him, let him fills that space in your heart, fills it with a tons of love.
And someone comes, telling you the truth.
You have no idea how could it getting hard.
You're too tired to believe in someone.
Because everytime you believe in someone, they just broke it.
Then, you're too tired to speak up too.
You prefer to keep it and let the time heals the pain rather than telling someone how much it hurts you.
You have to start. Over and over again. That walls already broken and you need to rebuild it.
You no longer can handle this, and you discovering yourself is getting cold to anyone since you don't want to someone nor anyone touch the walls.
Dear, who ever you are who reading this post
Just be honest to anyone, don't ever lie.
Respect others.
When he comes to you and say all the things on his mind, say how much he needs you, how much he loves you, and you feel like you're the one.
You trust him, and you choose him, let him fills that space in your heart, fills it with a tons of love.
And someone comes, telling you the truth.
You have no idea how could it getting hard.
You're too tired to believe in someone.
Because everytime you believe in someone, they just broke it.
Then, you're too tired to speak up too.
You prefer to keep it and let the time heals the pain rather than telling someone how much it hurts you.
You have to start. Over and over again. That walls already broken and you need to rebuild it.
You no longer can handle this, and you discovering yourself is getting cold to anyone since you don't want to someone nor anyone touch the walls.
Dear, who ever you are who reading this post
Just be honest to anyone, don't ever lie.
Respect others.
Regrads,
AZS
Oct 3, 2014
New?
Hi October!
Be mine pleaseee
I have some stories actually but I won't tell you all these stories;p ups I think I want tell you, a bit. Just a bit.
I do really happy right now. Yes, I really do. It's been soooo long since someone couldn't even make me laugh with those stupid conversations. But he does. He makes me laugh because of his stories, his jokes, even his behaviour.
That's all.
I wish he could heal this pain with his taste of jokes;p
Thanks!
Be mine pleaseee
I have some stories actually but I won't tell you all these stories;p ups I think I want tell you, a bit. Just a bit.
I do really happy right now. Yes, I really do. It's been soooo long since someone couldn't even make me laugh with those stupid conversations. But he does. He makes me laugh because of his stories, his jokes, even his behaviour.
That's all.
I wish he could heal this pain with his taste of jokes;p
Thanks!
AZS
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